This is my anonymous blog for things I don't necessarily want exposed to people I know. Mainly, my blatant love of sex (sometimes kinky, sometimes not) and my experiences with it.

This isn't strictly a sex blog; also featured will be posts about things going on in my life, my trials and tribulations with boys and other fun things that I feel like posting.

Happy trails!

NSFW, +18 please!

I’m trying so hard not to fall back on self harm.

It was bad, and something I really don’t want to get into again. It’s scary enough that I’m in a headspace that is actually allowing me to consider busting out my old razor. Yeah, I still have it. I couldn’t bear to throw it away.

I don’t want this.

But I can’t help but remember how comforting it felt to watch myself bleed.